Regret! i must admit that i had make a wrong decision that drive me into an uncomfortable situation.
I cant escape, i cant give up, but at the same time i cant do it. The only thing is shorten my life and do it.
Seriously my mood are not good at all, mood is belong to myself, no one are there willing to help me as well.
My body getting weak, i feel it in this few days, but the situation now should be rushing but not rest.
I believe i can over come this situation in the future but can doesn't mean i don't affair, i'm affair, affair that i cant.
If can, i will choice to go another way, because this is not my way, my style, i don't has the spirit the soul to do it.
Decision making is most important, once u make wrong decision, you may get in trouble and same time u cant escape.
